Feelin' Blue

I'm feeling sad today.  It's just one of those down, feeling blue days, you know?  It might be because of the weather - I told you I was going to cry if I came home to find snow covering my lawn still.  Not only is there snow covering my lawn, but it has been grey and snowing all day long.  Or maybe it's just getting back to normal after the excitement and busyness of the past ten days.  Some of it is definitely the fact that yet another month of fertility treatment has failed, not to mention all the hormones that come along with that.  In fact, I am really heartbroken about this because my doctor has said that this month was our last try.  If this particular treatment hasn't worked by now, it's not going to.  So, we will meet and discuss our options, but I am thinking most of them are going to be extravagantly out of our price range.  But I might be wrong, we'll have to see about that.  It could also be the fact that today we received our third letter back from one of the graduate schools we applied to, and it was our third 'no.'  I still have hope we will get into one of the other four we applied to.  But still, it has just been one of those days.  I'm sure it's nothing that an ice cream cone, an episode of The Office, and a long night's sleep can't cure.  So we are going to leave now and go out for ice cream for our family night activity.  Here we come, Maggie Moos!